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( Sincerely Dark )
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I FUCKING HATE TODAY'S SOCIETY! I am a fifteen year old 5'4 female and I weight around 110 pounds... and I also feel significantly, horribly, fat. I'm not pretty. I'm ugly. I don't have a flat stomach, my body does not look like the FUCKING bodies of girls on television, and it's driving me insane! I hate beautiful people, truly, I do. I hate not being 90 pounds. I am 5'4. I should be around 100 pounds, 90 pounds, not 110. Fat fucking ugly people that have no lives are 110 pounds. People that spend their entire life single, people that have no friends, people that... that... people that are looked down upon are fucking 110 pounds. Wait, well, that's me. Nevermind. It fits. I hate eating. I really hate eating, but you know what? I eat anyway because I have no self control. I eat two meals a day (I get up too late in the morning to have both breakfast and lunch most of the time), I usually have a snack at night, and I eat and eat and I hate it but I can't control it! If I don't eat I get bitchy. My body needs food, dammit. It doesn't functionally properly without it. UGH. I'm just so STRESSED with myself right now. Why do I even bother watching television? All it does is make me feel bad that I don't look like them. Makes me feel like SHIT that I don't look like Peyton from One Tree Hill, or Blair from Gossip Girl. They have flat stomachs. They're pretty. I'm not. Why must society constantly throw in my face that being average is lame? Society is against me. Fuck them all. Ugh.
End rant. Post edited at 5:42 pm on Aug. 19, 2008 by Sincerely Dark
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mcrfool
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I'm older than you, shorter than you, and weigh a lot more than you. So do many other people. You gotta realize you are ok and not worry about society's standards.
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I'm just going to ask them where they're going and hook up with them later.
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MystiqueBeauty16
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This rant sounds a lot like a plot for attention. 
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Adw
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tone yourself so you look like the girls on tv
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it just makes it so easy
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I heart nubs
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I know what you mean. The media brainwashes people into thinking what the media wants them to think. Don't be another drone.
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DemolitionxXxLover
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110 isn't fat. By saying that it is, is EXTREMELY insulting to many people. So STFU!
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revolutionoflove
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Blair Waldorf wieghs a whole lot more than 110 pounds. She's like 125. Your skinny compared to her.
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flt549
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just remember there are guys out there like me that say fuck societys image of beauty and go for what we think looks good
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Quote: from Sincerely Dark at 8:39 pm on Aug. 19, 2008
 I FUCKING HATE TODAY'S SOCIETY! I am 5'4. I should be around 100 pounds, 90 pounds, not 110. Fat fucking ugly people that have no lives are 110 pounds. People that spend their entire life single, people that have no friends, people that... that... people that are looked down upon are fucking 110 pounds. It's crazy! By reading this i find that you are telling yourself that you are fat, not society. In order to feel pretty or "skinny" you need to embrace the fact that you cant be 90 fucking pounds like every other friggin anorexic in the society. Embrace the beauty of a healthy body weight and a few curves. BE WHO YOU ARE. Why the hell do you have to hate eating, and hate yourself? Theres no reason for it!! You dont way 500 pounds, you weigh the same as me.
I hate eating. I really hate eating, but you know what? I eat anyway because I have no self control. I eat two meals a day (I get up late in the morning to have both breakfast and lunch most of the time), I usually have a snack at night, and I eat and eat and I hate it but I can't control it! If I don't eat I get bitchy. My body needs food, dammit. It doesn't functionally properly without it. it sounds like you have a lot of self control. you stress about it too much. stress is probably going to cause you to gain weight, and it certainly doesnt make you happier. Your body needs food and you need to give it what it needs, no exceptions. If you stop worrying about the weight, you wont hate eating. Just relax. just be a teenager. UGH. I'm just so STRESSED with myself right now. Why do I even bother watching television? All it does is make me feel bad that I don't look like them. Makes me feel like SHIT that I don't look like Peyton from One Tree Hill, or Blair from Gossip Girl. They have flat stomachs. They're pretty. I'm not. dont compare yourself to them. stop it right now, just be who you look like and how you are. stop stressing out, relax. just be. stop worrying, compaining and ranting. 
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